October 7, 2018

Healing Your Child Parts Within to Increase Self-Love

The cry we hear from deep in our hearts, comes from the wounded child within.

Healing this inner child’s pain will transform negative emotions.

– Thich Nhat Hanh

We all have inner parts of ourselves. The inner parts of ourselves create our personality. We have many aspects of our personality coming from these parts of ourselves that powerfully influence every aspect of our lives. An example of these internal parts is when we say to ourselves or others; “part of me really doesn’t want to do that right now” and “another part of me does.” We might also make comments like, “part of me is frustrated with that” or “part of me doesn’t like that.”

Having multiple parts of self does not necessarily mean that we have a multiple personality disorder (Dissociative Identity Disorder), parts of ourselves that have to go to extremes to survive unimaginable traumas. Having a healthy psyche and personality is to have multiple parts of ourselves and to appreciate and to develop a relationship with “all of us”.  These parts of us have unique sets of memories. In fact, our life experiences are recorded in memory. When we have difficulties as adults it is often because our child parts of self are holding painful memories and experiences from childhood. These parts of ourselves need to be seen, heard, understood and helped to heal in order to allow us as adults to live a more full life and to feel self-love.

Here are 5 ways that we can help heal our inner child and increase self-love.

  1. Notice your inner child parts and bring curiosity to them.

You can start this process by being aware of times when younger parts of yourself have been activated.  They can be activated when you might feel young, childlike or even small. This can happen during times of stress such as being in an argument with someone or times of joy when you feel playful or creative.

  1. Take a moment and sense where do you feel this younger part of yourself in or around your body? 

You may notice a feeling, thought, sensation, physical pain, voice, etc. See if you can be open to letting this part of yourself show itself to you and to feel it.

  1. Try and learn more about this part of you.

Inquire into that part of yourself. Ask what is its job in you and for you? Ask it what is afraid would happen if it did not do its job? Ask it if it has a memory of when and why it was developed? Ask it there is a trauma memory or a “bad memory” it wants to share with you? Ask it if there are any “good” memories it wants to share with you?

  1. When in touch with a child part, ask it how old it is?

The answer may come in a number, a picture, a feeling or a memory of you in your childhood. Also you can ask this part how old it thinks you are?

  1. Thank your child part for all it has done for you!

Show this internal part of you appreciation for sharing itself with you. Appreciate this part for helping you or protecting you in the ways that it did, even if you are no longer in need of the same protection now as you did when you were a child. When in touch with a part of your self you can invite that part to play, draw, journal, sing, dance and any other way that part wants to express itself or communicate with you.

There are special types of therapies that can help to identify and locate internal parts of self. They include; IFS (Internal Family Systems) and Ego State Therapy. Another type of healing therapy to process the effects of trauma on these parts is called, EMDR (Eye Movement Desensitization Reprocessing). Processing trauma from our childhood allows us to embrace and heal from the past. The process of exploring and appreciating child parts of ourselves helps us to grow, heal from past hurts and to more fully accept “all of us”. Appreciating these parts with the understanding that “no part is a bad part” and that all parts even the ones that bring us discomfort such as a critical child part or a hopeless or sad child part all have good intentions and at some point helped us to get through or make sense of something that we experienced in life. Making time regularly to connect to these parts builds resiliency, greater internal awareness and increase self-love.